WILL NOT FALL IN LOVE..

CANNOT FALL IN LOVE...

Skin...

i do agree that most people including myself..

looks at the outer appearance.. (skin?)

people loveeee FAKE things..

and FAKE people will tend to be a better guy..

well.. compared to myself.. im not realli FAKE..

and im very happi-go-lucky..

without holding back any feelings.. or emotions..

i talk i laugh,love just the way i want to be..

BUT.. people seems to see me in a little more different way...

IM BAD... couldnt understand why..

im categorized as the bad-ass.. which i dont realli know y..

WTH rite? ok.. this seem discouraging.. but... brhhh..

what to do?? i just couldnt be THAT fake to myself..

brh... NVM...

"i do not need any1 to know who i am, i just need to do it myself.."

Skin...

habit...

shitty habit i've put on..

which is sleeping early in the morning and waking up when its time to dinner..

sleep - 9am...

wake - 6 - 7pm..

altho i did some studying while im awake,

but this is so not good...

tried sleeping at 2am today.. ended up..

i WOKE up at 5.30 and i cant sleep back...

dammit mannnn...

this is soooo unhealthy....!

its almost 8 now.. and i ate a few bread..

where im still hungry and awake..

im becoming the "cullens" damnnit!

Vice-Versa

u love life, life's gonna love u even more...

u hate it, ur making ur own life miserable..

whatever u love, ur just making it love u even more..

love whatever you do.. sooner or later,

you'll eventually find a way out of all the problems...

Love Life.. Life Loves You.. =D

Life is how you define it to be..

well..

there's more things in life where you think that you can achieve...

its some kinda "battle of your mind"

if u cant win ur mind, ur heading no where..

the more negative ones think..

the worst situation they may put themselves in...

its like going for a war?

mayb..

if you think that you would lose in a war,

even before you enter it,

den you might juz hope nothing from it...

think win...

think positive...

think whats best for ourselves..

no one can help us if we dont help ourselves..

and our very first battles plays in our mind before the others..

you lose to your mind,

its done..

so to all, think positive..!

even it may be your darkest hour...

no one gives up on u..

oni u urself =)

Silence Is Golden...

when u don have a good word to put up for a sentence,

might as well don talk.

keep it.

don act clever and simply say stuff.

and

fuck myself.

for creating misunds...

FUCK WEIHHH

DIUUUUU

hate it....!