WILL NOT FALL IN LOVE..

CANNOT FALL IN LOVE...

Skin...

i do agree that most people including myself..

looks at the outer appearance.. (skin?)

people loveeee FAKE things..

and FAKE people will tend to be a better guy..

well.. compared to myself.. im not realli FAKE..

and im very happi-go-lucky..

without holding back any feelings.. or emotions..

i talk i laugh,love just the way i want to be..

BUT.. people seems to see me in a little more different way...

IM BAD... couldnt understand why..

im categorized as the bad-ass.. which i dont realli know y..

WTH rite? ok.. this seem discouraging.. but... brhhh..

what to do?? i just couldnt be THAT fake to myself..

brh... NVM...

"i do not need any1 to know who i am, i just need to do it myself.."

Skin...

habit...

shitty habit i've put on..

which is sleeping early in the morning and waking up when its time to dinner..

sleep - 9am...

wake - 6 - 7pm..

altho i did some studying while im awake,

but this is so not good...

tried sleeping at 2am today.. ended up..

i WOKE up at 5.30 and i cant sleep back...

dammit mannnn...

this is soooo unhealthy....!

its almost 8 now.. and i ate a few bread..

where im still hungry and awake..

im becoming the "cullens" damnnit!