Drunk?

ok good..
im partially drunk..
and what im gonna blog's gonna b sensitive..
if u cant tahan..
just leave the blog..
its not a emo post..
JUST A DUMB POST BY A DUMB GUY..
expressing his feelings..



















oh yeah..
i still misses you..
and i don know if u do..
its not that..
i cant get other girls outside or..
i cant just let go of u..
perhaps..
i just felt that ur the one..
and i want to hold on to it..
i dont want to let go..

i dont want to...
for this time,
im not just gonna give up liek this...
i shouldnt be calling uthis,
but baby,
feel's not everything,
love's not everything..
is this..
faith to continue holding on..
and continue hoping..

i know..
what i dreamt and what i hope..
might not be the thing that will happen.
but no harm giving another try..
u dont know how much i misses you..
perhaps.. u know and u dont..
i don know anything bout u..
perhaps..
u might have feelings for other already..
i don know..

i just wish that i could know a lil something bout u...
i don even dare to msn or fb u..
i don know what i can do..
this loneliness..
cant be filled by jsut any others..
and this is true..
and what ur hoping and waiting for..
might not be me..
and im just blogging to realli tell what i felt..

i miss every moment that we've been thru..
i miss u..
i miss the way we used to be..
i miss..
my promising life partner that
doesnt realli work...
perhaps.. u just don feel all this anymore..
mayb to u,
now im just a passer by..
so randomly walked and get passed u..
so easily to be forgotten..
mayb im even forgotten..
so easily that..
no words could comprehend..

will it be dumb to wait for u til u come here in KL?
WIL IT?


-KayLix @ ImWaiting-