mirror

before u proceed,
if u think that im
pathetic,
attention seeking,
idiotic,
or whatsoever
u can name it,
just..
FUCKING LEAVE THIS BLOG..
i ain't begging anyone to read...
so if u think that im at
least even pathetic,
JUST FUCK OFF...
i blog to express whatever shit i go thru..
not for u to judge whoever i am...











sometimes,
life is like...
getting a newly bought toy..
u get realli realli happi and excited for what's
inside and..
ur waiting for the stunts that the toy can do..
*ur easily amazed and surprised*
guess what...
u'll play with it daily rite...

den time passes...
and yeah...
u get bored of that new toy...
fyi: first day = new... second day = old liao.. 2days old liao marh. haha
u ma luen luen throw away ur toy lor...
here buang there buang..
then the damn toy.. head come off.
dick come off..
what shit also come off..

eventually.. it will end up in a RUBBISH bin
ngam mou?

but this don't realli apply to me..
ok let's start from the morning..
i wake up.. feeling like P.Diddy...
Nah... just some crap...
i wake up...
follow parents for lunch...
i mean the time ill wake up is..
around 2?
surely have a cup of coffee..
cuz im in ipoh..
and there's time where i need some..
thing...
u know..
some thing...
so i take coffeee as the sub..

and guess what... i reach home..
continue sleeping..
i din know i can sleep after coffee..
well.. nvm.. sleep til its time to dinner...
wake up, dinner........
den wait for phone calls..
or make some phone calls..
to get my ass off the house..
return home.. bath..
online.. blog... and.. sleep..

since im back,
this is my life..
predictable, unexcited..
and.. its a dull dull life..
and .. i hate dull life!

looking at the mirror..
i cant really see who i am..
im even worst tempered now..
doing things that im not supposed to..
i was like...
what the helll......
hmmmm.. pale looking dude..
with no sparks in the eyes blogging here...
trying his best to sleep...
nights

-KayLix @ WhoAmI-