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what the hell..
i don know what to blog..
feeling rather emotionless..
lost interest in most of the things i do..
just wana stay at home and sleep and sleep and sleep..
other than assignment.. i don feel like doing anything at all..!
no mood to do anything...
and im going back to ipoh this weeked...
bought 44bucks train tix.. thru n flow..
and im broke!
will i get to see u at least once??
wondering.. lol..
don know if i shud expect or hope?
shouldn't? ok.. i should not..
better not put hopes..
later ill juz fall deeper as i climb higher..
hmmmm.. back to ipoh... what should i do??
question is there...
im broke..!!!

broke... emotionally..
broke... physically...
broke ECONOMICALLY...
damnnnnit maaannnnnn...
broke... PUk GAi arrr...

i came home... log in fb... view ur status... view mine...
den ntg to do with fb other than putting sohai statuses...
why am i doing that?
suffering myself??
well...
its not suffering...
its plain miss...
miss miss miss...
cannot miss one meh??
miss jek mar...
nvr do anything also...
diu..
its been days since we talked??
fri or sat i think... today's tuesday...
as im quite busy myself as well..
noon do assignment..
play some games..
evening try to nap..
night go out..
tilll morning...
den sleep.....
wanted to find someone to sms..
but where got so easy la..
suddenly msg ppl meh...
ppl will think that im a sohaiiiiii!
sohai... i am.. to think bout it.. i quite am...

so i hang out til 6 something in the morning last night...
talked bout most things that happened during my secondary school...
lol..
form 1 = innocent... where theres alot of ppl tries to get u into "brotherhood"
form 2 = still quite blur bout the life i need??
form 3 = i joined a "brotherhood" and involved in a fight? for it? how stupid..
form 4 = erm.. thats where my special days come into... PONTENG.. ponteng.. AND PONTENG!!!
form 5 = 1 word.. PONTENG.. attended 1/2 class a week? LMAO...
lower 6 = thats where i begin to get blurred again... knows no one... lonely sial..
upper 6 = the kancil with a dude and 3 girls.. lol...

college = shit and wonders happened thru-out the whole freaking year here... its tiring.. but i learnt alot.. at least......

hmm.. thinking back.. i wana get back to my form 3/4 life.. sounds so much cooler where i am AT LEAST care free... no worries.. no ntg...
hmmm... life...
life...
life...
life...

-KayLix@Life-