Feelings

what am i even thinking or feeling now....
i know wanting u back is near to impossible...
u cant accept it... i know it...
but this is just what i feels...
seriously, i don realli know what do i want or feel now...
i feel realli realli realli disappointed and sad.....
surprisingly... im not even agnry at all...
but who cares....
juz fuck it.. right???
thats what you would say....
the past is the past.. gone and gone...
never and never again....
ive been having nightmares...
nightmares that wake me up in the middle of the night...
looking around...
its dark and cold...
wanted someone to hug as i sleep....
mayb u already had 1....
but for me....
im still too afraid to indulge myself into those situations anymore...
i can play... but whats the point being together with someone with i don realli like or love??
i find it pointless....
whats the answer for Kenangan Terindah + Nightmares...
answer = ??????
i seriously donot know what i can feel now....
yes.. sorry is what you would say...
and its accepted... u know...
i din hate nor got angry with u...
i just got realli disappointed....
sad and down...
life o life....

-KayLix-