How Can This Happen To Me?

ya.. thinking of how can this happen to me...
its like i believe alot in KARMA... what goes around surely comes around..
but ive nvr do things like that why shud i get it??
dam stupidddd lorrr....
but i believe in the KARMA....
u deserve so much more of ur past...
and u deserve even more than that...
i mean its not even enough...
ya.. be a slave or maid to sum1 else..
cuz ur jus treating urself like that..
a **** slave...

the deeper love i had...
the deeper hatred i have...

the deeper hatred i had...
the deeper love i have as well...

so is this still the love or even hatred??
i myself is already confusing myself.....
i hate that i love you...
i hate that i once loved you...
i hate that i still love u now....
i mean like... just FUCK OFF.....
to both of us....

-KayLix-